the road ahead

creating a custom iphone case for myself. was hoping to find a good star wars graphic around but can seem to find any to my liking. any suggestions??

I think last night was a wake up call.

Unfortunately it’s time to grow up.

It’s been fun.

That feeling when you blacked out last night and you know you did something extremely stupid.

Fml.

missvance:

the prophecy says the kid will bring balance to the force, right? well, i can only assume they know what the word balance means and considering that there were a bajillion jedi running around and only two sith that they knew of i can’t imagine why they would want balance. 

we do not welcome little shits who bring balance when that means all the good guys fucking dying, okay. we push them off cliffs.

Common misconception. Balance between the light side and dark side of the force does not mean that there must be an equal number of sith to jedi. consider this:

the light side of the force is analogous to an organism in a symbiotic relationship. this means that it is BENEFICIAL to the user / being and they work together with the force.

The dark side, on the other hand, is more like a cancer. it feeds off the being / organism and destroys it. it is not inherently evil but corrupts those who wield it. 

once this is realized you can see that “balance” means the eradication of the dark side, as there will be no more “cancer” and the universe will be at a (relative) peace. 

a ton of things ran through my head on the way back from the bar. 

 but honestly, i want to thank Sam for being the friend who ALWAYS RESPONDS TO TEXTS. even at 1am.

Also, i hope to get really drunk / have an awesome time with all my homies when i go back home for thatnksgiving.

RRROSA and bexxsaystuff are probably the coolest people i have met on the net. whoa, ‘the net’, what is it the 90’s??

im drunk, so the best thing to do now is to try to come up with / further develop my tattoo..

peace tumblr. shortest drunk post ever..

rrrosa you were totally awesome in that R2D2 costume, and that is why i follow you..

you mother fuckers have no idea how much i miss you….especially when i’m drunk, obviously since alcohol is a depressant. 

i almost want to cry..

having best friends kinds sucks when you move away :/…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

so i partied with the SLO ARCE kids for the first time tonight and as you all know drinking gets me thinking so here goes the typical “ivan is drunk” spiel…

i thought of so many things to post as i was walking back (i don’t have a car) to my studio tonight. but honestly, none of them really stuck because i can’t remember any of them. 

i was elated to see that bexxsaysstuff responded to my message but also glad to see that a fellow ARCE / CIVE major also messaged me. how long ago this happened i dont know but i responded nonetheless. 

it sometimes makes me feel sad that the undergrads here get so much exposure to material that no one else does. they have such an advantage. i am definitely glad to be here, because now every employer will associate me with Cal Poly. and unfortunately for everyone else, in the field of structural engineering, Cal Poly is one name you want to have in your corner. otherwise, you’re fucked. 

i had a great time tonight. i took a 1.5hr drive down to Santa Barbara to watch the Cal Poly Soccer game and when we got back we stopped at Wing Stop then a Ralphs for booze. we finished a handle of seagrams gin, and to be honest it was the most “college” night i have ever had. i lived at home for my bachelor’s degree so i never really got the full college experience, this is definitely it. 

I’m kicking ass and taking names. Working hard and partying semi-hard LOL. though now i expect i’ll be partying a lot more since i made some friends. the cool thing about letting loose when you’re drunk is that the people who are comfortable around you while your drunk are usually those who will stick by you no matter what. i found a few of those tonight. and i am grateful.

all that being said, i miss my best friends. dearly. i am going to make a list of them now (keep in mind that i am drunk, if i forget you i apologize, if you expect more than an apology then we are not best friends):

Tony (my tall filipino friend - homie for life)

Sam (my girl friend - homie for life)

Ronald (my black friend - but he’s a homie for life so dont trip)

Brian (my white friend - homie for life)

Justine (spiritual - homie for life)

Kendra  ( you gotta prove yourself a homie for life first!, but still a homie)

Lisa (even though you can’t read this i’m including you)

though i miss all these people they are what make going home worthwhile. 

honestly, i wish me, tony and brian could have lived together as roomates. that would have been some crazy times. maybe we can swing it in the future, if you are all in the same city when i graduate i will definitely try to get a job there. that would be awesomeness in a bottle for sure. fucking lightning in a bottle. 

i really wish i had  a girl…or the guts to talk to one. i wish you all knew what it was like to be an engineer. definitely a different type of person…hard around the women. 

Sam, Tony and Ron… See you thanksgiving weekend. 

Brian, See your ass when i see you.

Kendra, See you in december (hopefully) or next year when i head to Maine

Justine, See you in december for the charger game!

SMYFH!! see you when i see you!!